Short story:
THE TELL TALE HEART
BY EDGAR ALLAN POE
TRUE!-NERVOUS--very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am! but
why will you say that I am mad? The disease had sharpened my senses--not
destroyed--not dulled them. Above all was the sense of hearing acute. I
heard all things in the heaven and in the earth. I heard many things in
hell. How, then, am I mad? Hearken! and observe how healthily--how
calmly I can tell you the whole story.
It is impossible to tell how first the idea entered my brain; but
once conceived, it haunted me day and night. Object there was none.
Passion there was none. I loved the old man. He had never wronged me. He
had never given me insult.
For his gold I had no desire. I think it was his eye! Yes, it was
this! One of his eyes resembled that of a vulture--a pale blue eye, with
a film over it. Whenever it fell upon me, my blood ran cold; and so by
degrees--very gradually--I made up my mind to take the life of the old
man, and thus rid myself of the eye forever.
Now this is the point. You fancy me mad. Madmen know nothing. But you
should have seen me. You should have seen how wisely I proceeded--with
what caution--with what foresight--with what dissimulation I went to
work!
I was never kinder to the old man than during the whole week before I
killed him. And every night, about midnight, I turned the latch of his
door and opened it--oh, so gently!
And then, when I had made an opening sufficient for my head, I put in
a dark lantern, all closed, closed, so that no light shone out, and then
I thrust in my head. Oh, you would have laughed to see how cunningly I
thrust it in! I moved it slowly--very, very slowly, so that I might not
disturb the old man's sleep.
It took me an hour to place my whole head within the opening so far
that I could see him as he lay upon his bed. Ha!--would a madman have
been so wise as this? And then, when my head was well in the room, I
undid the lantern cautiously--oh, so cautiously--cautiously (for the
hinges creaked)--I undid it just so much that a single thin ray fell
upon the vulture eye.
And this I did for seven long nights--every night just at
midnight--but I found the eye always closed; and so it was impossible to
do the work; for it was not the old man who vexed me, but his Evil Eye.
And every morning, when the day broke, I went boldly into the
chamber, and spoke courageously to him, calling him by name in a hearty
tone, and inquiring how he had passed the night. So you see he would
have been a very profound old man, indeed, to suspect that every night,
just at twelve, I looked in upon him while he slept.
Upon the eighth night I was more than usually cautious in opening the
door. A watch's minute hand moves more quickly than did mine.
Never before that night had I felt the extent of my own powers--of my
sagacity. I could scarcely contain my feelings of triumph. To think that
there I was, opening the door, little by little, and he not even to
dream of my secret deeds or thoughts.
I fairly chuckled at the idea; and perhaps he heard me; for he moved
on the bed suddenly, as if startled. Now you may think that I drew
back--but no. His room was as black as pitch with the thick darkness
(for the shutters were close fastened, through fear of robbers), and so
I knew that he could not see the opening of the door, and I kept pushing
it on steadily, steadily.
I had my head in, and was about to open the lantern, when my thumb
slipped upon the tin fastening, and the old man sprang up in bed, crying
out: "Who's there?"
I kept quite still and said nothing. For a whole hour I did not move
a muscle, and in the meantime I did not hear him lie down. He was still
sitting up in the bed listening;--just as I have done, night after
night, hearkening to the death watches in the wall.
Presently I heard a slight groan, and I knew it was the groan of
mortal terror. It was not a groan of pain or grief--oh no!--it was the
low stifled sound that arises from the bottom of the soul when
overcharged with awe. I knew the sound well.
Many a night, just at midnight, when all the world slept, it has
welled up from my own bosom, deepening, with its dreadful echo, the
terrors that distracted me. I say I knew it well. I knew what the old
man felt, and pitied him, although I chuckled at heart.
I knew that he had been lying awake ever since the first slight
noise, when he had turned in the bed.
His fears had been ever since growing upon him. He had been trying to
fancy them causeless, but could not. He had been saying to himself: "It
is nothing but the wind in the chimney--it is only a mouse crossing the
floor," or "it is merely a cricket which has made a single chirp." Yes,
he had been trying to comfort himself with these suppositions; but he
had found all in vain.
All in vain; because Death, in approaching him. had stalked with his
black shadow before him, and enveloped the victim. And it was the
mournful influence of the unperceived shadow that caused him to
feel--although he neither saw nor heard--to feel the presence of my head
within the room.
When I had waited a long time, very patiently, without hearing him
lie down, I resolved to open a little--a very, very little crevice in
the lantern. So I opened it--you cannot imagine how stealthily,
stealthily--until, at length, a single dim ray, like the thread of the
spider, shot from out the crevice and full upon the vulture eye.
It was open--wide, wide open--and I grew furious as I gazed upon it.
I saw it with perfect distinctness--all a dull blue, with a hideous veil
over it that chilled the very marrow in my bones; but I could see
nothing else of the old man's face or person: for I had directed the
ray, as if by instinct, precisely upon the damned spot.
And now--have I not told you that what you mistake for madness is but
over-acuteness of the senses?--now, I say, there came to my ears a low,
dull, quick sound, such as a watch makes when enveloped in cotton. I
knew that sound well too. It was the beating of the old man's heart. It
increased my fury, as the beating of a drum stimulates the soldier into
courage.
But even yet I refrained and kept still. I scarcely breathed. I held
the lantern motionless. I tried how steadily I could maintain the ray
upon the eye. Meantime the hellish tattoo of the heart increased. It
grew quicker and quicker' and louder and louder every instant.
The old man's terror must have been extreme! It grew louder, I say,
louder every moment!--do you mark me well? I have told you that I am
nervous: so I am. And now at the dead hour of night, amid the dreadful
silence of that old house, so strange a noise as this excited me to
uncontrollable terror.
Yet, for some minutes longer I refrained and stood still. But the
beating grew louder, louder! I thought the heart must burst.
And now a new anxiety seized me--the sound would be heard by a
neighbor! The old man's hour had come! With a loud yell, I threw open
the lantern and leaped into the room.
He shrieked once--once only. In an instant I dragged him to the
floor, and pulled the heavy bed over him. I then smiled gaily, to find
the deed so far done. But, for many minutes, the heart beat on with a
muffled sound.
This, however, did not vex me; it would not be heard through the
wall. At length it ceased. The old man was dead. I removed the bed and
examined the corpse. Yes, he was stone, stone dead. I placed my hand
upon the heart and held it there many minutes. There was no pulsation.
He was stone dead. His eye would trouble me no more.
If still you think me mad, you will think so no longer when I
describe the wise precautions I took for the concealment of the body.
The night waned, and I worked hastily, but in silence. First of all I
dismembered the corpse. I cut off the head and the arms and the legs.
I then took up three planks from the flooring of the chamber, and
deposited all between the scantlings. I then replaced the boards so
cleverly, so cunningly, that no human eye--not even his--could have
detected anything wrong. There was nothing to wash out--no stain of any
kind--no blood-spot whatever. I had been too wary for that. A tub had
caught all--ha! ha!
When I had made an end of these labors, it was four o'clock--still
dark as midnight. As the bell sounded the hour, there came a knocking at
the street door. I went down to open it with a light heart--for what had
I now to fear?
There entered three men, who introduced themselves, with perfect
suavity, as officers of the police. A shriek had been heard by a
neighbor during the night: suspicion of foul play had been aroused;
information had been lodged at the police office, and they (the
officers) had been deputed to search the premises.
I smiled--for what had I to fear? I bade the gentlemen welcome. The
shriek, I said, was my own in a dream. The old man, I mentioned, was
absent in the country. I took my visitors all over the house.
I bade them search--search well. I led them, at length, to his
chamber. I showed them his treasures, secure, undisturbed. In the
enthusiasm of my confidence, I brought chairs into the room, and desired
them here to rest from their fatigues, while I myself, in the wild
audacity of my perfect triumph, placed my own seat upon the very spot
beneath which reposed the corpse of the victim.
The officers were satisfied. My manner had convinced them. I was
singularly at ease. They sat, and while I answered cheerily, they
chatted familiar things. But, ere long, I felt myself getting pale and
wished them gone.
My head ached, and I fancied a ringing in my ears: but still they sat
and still chatted. The ringing became more distinct:--it continued and
became more distinct: I talked more freely to get rid of the feeling:
but it continued and gained definiteness--until, at length, I found that
the noise was not within my ears.
No doubt I now grew very pale,--but I talked more fluently, and with
a heightened voice. Yet the sound increased--and what could I do? It was
a low, dull, quick sound--much such a sound as a watch makes when
enveloped in cotton. I gasped for breath--and yet the officers heard it
not.
I talked more quickly--more vehemently; but the noise steadily
increased. Why would they not be gone? I paced the floor to and fro with
heavy strides, as if excited to fury by the observation of the men--but
the noise steadily increased.
Oh, God; what could I do? I foamed--I raved--I swore! I swung the
chair upon which I had been sitting, and grated it upon the boards, but
the noise arose over all and continually increased.
It grew louder--louder --louder! And still the men chatted
pleasantly, and smiled. Was it possible they heard not? Almighty
God!--no, no! They heard!--they suspected--they knew!--they were making
a mockery of my horror!--this I thought, and this I think.
But anything was better than this agony! Anything was more tolerable
than this derision! I could bear those hypocritical smiles no longer! I
felt that I must scream or die!--and now--again!--hark! louder! louder!
louder!
"Villains!" I shrieked, "dissemble no more! I admit the deed!--tear
up the planks!--here, here!--it is the beating of his hideous heart!" |