Short story:
Closer they came
By Ankita Singhal
Sara clutched her seat tightly as soon as the plane took off, she
could feel her heart shattering as the gravity of the situation sinked
in, closing her eyes she swallowed the tears that were threatening to
break the walls of tightly closed doors of her emotions. She felt
Sahil's hand on her own and her death grip eased a bit and calmness
seeped in. She is flying back to London, her home, to her parents. Her
father is an Indian and her mother in British, they fell in love long
back and the best part was that no one objected to their marriage.
Seeing her parents blooming together day after day she believed that
love always conquers all, be it countries or religion, little did she
know, that kind of love wasn't her fate. All her life juggling with two
religions never tired her, from attending Sunday mass as much as
possible and starting her day with the name of her beloved Kanha(Lord),
choosing one was simply impossible to her. Sounds crazy huh? But when
you have parents who follow different religions still are one, its fades
away any difficulty.
Doctorate
When she set her foot in India 30 months ago to do her Doctorate, she
did anticipate to fall in love here because deep down she always felt
connected to India and all her life she waited to find that one love,
there was nothing in this world which could have made her happier. And
Jason was everything she could ever dream of.
"Ma'am, here's your coffee." Flight attendant handed her the coffee
mug with a smile so captivating that she couldn't help but smile back in
return. Sahil smiled too, he must have ringed for it.
"Don't they serve the world-class coffee?" Sahil said sipping the
British Airways coffee.
She sipped her coffee too thinking Jason did love her but didn't love
enough to accept her with her religious beliefs. She is half Christian
but she couldn't leave her beloved Kanha (Lord) for Jason, hence they
had to end it and she booked a ticket back to London the very next day.
Sahil insisted to come saying it's been a while since he last visited
her family, of course she expected him to as she can't remember a single
moment since her childhood when he abandoned her. He has always been
there as her safe anchor. He is the neighbour of his grandparents and
she had known him for almost her life.
Bad habits
Somewhere at the back, Ridhi was chewing her nails, that's one of her
bad habit's she can't see herself getting rid of any time in the near
future and she cursed loudly as she realised what she was doing. She has
her wedding in less than a week and her nails are already too small.
"Nervous?" Her fiancé sitting next to her asked.
She shook her head instantly then gave a nod; confused she can't
really decide after all she is going to see her father after 12 years.
Her parents were divorced when she was 12, she always was Daddy's
little princess but the day she heard her parents' arguing, all hell
broke loose changing everything.
"But I love her so much, Neha tried so hard not to harbour the
feeling I have for Sonia but I do and she loves me too. I want to give a
chance to the love." Her father was saying, trying to reason with her
mother. "You know we are so different, what's the point in staying
together then. Let's give a chance to both of us to have another fresh
start."
"What about Ridhi?" Her mother asked
"She will have to stay with you; she loves you the most besides Sonia
isn't ready to raise a teenager yet," he said.
That provoked her mother. "Our marriage has been over a long back but
I was trying to make it work because I am not a quitter. But you are a
coward I always doubted you were. You don't even know your own
daughter."
Ridhi don't remember the rest but knew that her father didn't know
her at all, she loved her father best but that day she decided never to
see his face ever again. Ever since her wedding date was set, her mother
kept insisting she has to invite her father personally, it's true that
her father never failed to send her presents on occasions even he came
several times to visit her from London but she never met him and
eventually he stopped coming but never stopped calling or sending gifts.
But this doesn't change the fact that he had put Sonia before her.
Absolution
Last week when her fiancé asked her to visit her father and find
absolution also take his blessings, so after much thought here she is
flying to see her father, whom she used to love the best with all her
heart.
Where in London, Sahil was trying his best to bring the old giggling
Sara back, the girl who used to crack up at almost anything, the girl he
fell in love with the moment they both fell from the tree and he broke
his wrist when they were five years old. All her life, Sara took Sahil
for granted but now she is confused with her growing attraction towards
him, this feeling of restlessness, this constant urge to get closer to
him.
Was this the result of her recent heart break or was this something
else altogether, being able to see out of her fantasyland clearly. Sahil
knew that he had came this far to make Sara his and he will never turn
back but move further to ensure the happiness of one he loves the most.
Here in India, Ridhi did find absolution, at her wedding when she saw
her father with her step mother Sonia, she could see the love they had
for each other in their eyes. Strangely enough her heart was free of the
grudge she was holding against Sonia because that's the kind of love
Ridhi sees in his fiancé's eyes.
Sonia took the first step to apologise for breaking her family and
she did forgive her though her fragile heart will take some time to
forgive her father but she will, she knows that because love is a
powerful emotion and perhaps the bitterness she feels towards her father
is less than the love she still have for him.
Rishi's mother was finally happy to see her daughter with her father
again, she forgave him too because here in India she found real love in
helping out the women in distress.
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