We were strangers for the first
time and then became friends, good friends and best friends. Our
relationship grew up very strongly within a short period. After a couple
of months, on a rainy Tuesday evening when I was laying on my bed,
suddenly something crossed my mind and disturbed me a lot. It was
nothing, but you...
I tried to escape from it, because I feared that I am going to do
something wrong, but I couldn't and my mind was fully equipped with your
sweet thoughts.
Finally I realised that I'm in love with you. It has come from the
bottom of my heart for the first time.
Day by day gradually it increased and now I am totally out of mind,
because you are occupied in it and I am living with you.
Oh! my little girl! Do you know how much I owe you? How much I love
you? How much I care for you? I want to tell you everything and make you
mine forever, but I am struggling to express it as I have been your best
friend. You like me, you respect me, you respect our friendship and
trust me.
When people around us started spreading a rumour that we have a crush
on each other, you promised everywhere that we have nothing between us
and I will be your friend forever, how can I break that trust.
Hey my little princess, everyday I am dying for you. You don't
understand it. All I want is to spend rest of my life with you. I don't
want to miss you.
I am mad and crazy about you. Only you can help me.
You are so beautiful and you are the prettiest girl I have ever seen.
You are like an angel, and I am not suitable enough even to stand beside
you, but still I love you.
When I started telling you my love little by little indirectly, you
understood the fact and asked me was it you? But I lied to you, because
I was scared that I will lose you and your friendship. I know well that
you have only a pure friendship with me.
Everyday morning when I see you, I am so happy and feel as if I have
everything and when I come back home I feel lost when you say bye and
go.
You know babe, I do remember every word you uttered you shared it
with me and I gave prompt attention, despite being busy. Even you stay
far away I see you through my closed eyes, I hear your sweet voice and I
can smell you.
How can I forget the lightning smile that you give through your
pearly lips. Oh God! Show me a way to succeed in my love.Since the day I
started telling you my love little by little, you stopped calling me,
stopped answering my calls. Now you don't text me and don't like to
reply on my messages.
You don't like to talk to me, when I come closer you go away from me;
you neglect my words and skip off from me. No matter whatever you say
and do, I will not stop loving you and nobody can ever stop it. I will
love you forever even though you don't. I have confidence that one day
you will understand my true love. I will be waiting for you forever. As
I love you always my little princess .....ni.
M. A. Mohamed Ameen
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