Leave my past behind and I believe this is a new life. A life where
everything has changed. A life where chocolates and funky pens are not
the only things that matter. I have never wanted someone so much before.
I have never felt this way about anyone before. Not a single man was
able to get so close to my heart before. Never have I felt so jealous of
other girls. Never did I think this would happen to me.
 I have a goal in life, to reach the highest expectations of my
parents. Here I am trying to fulfil it, but, Even if I touch a pen or
even open a book you appear in my mind. I now realise why people say,
“it is not always what you get in return, it is what you feel that makes
you feel you’re in heaven.” when I think of you, talk to you or see your
face I feel I’m not on earth. I never thought I would care for a man as
much as I care for you.
I never thought that you will be able to creep into my mind,
everyday, every single minute.
It came to a point, where I realized, we are not meant to be, due to
certain reasons and for some I assume. Whatever it is I know I cannot
cheat you. I wonder why I chose you. Maybe that’s what God intended.
Whenever I tried to be strong and walked away, I always turned towards
you, I still wonder why...
I know that this leads me nowhere, and I also know that you have
other plans, but I still can’t stop my heart from beating whenever I
hear your name, I can’t take your name out of my mind nor can I take
another name into my mind... I ask god to work things out for me and
give what is best for me, for I have fallen in love with you and you
mean oh! so much to me, but I ask you not to worry, for I will never let
these words into your ears... I guess that’s what love is.
May you get the best in life as you truly deserve it.
I love you.
- ReNu
[Love]
Love Lines
Darling Isa, I bid you adieu
My darling Isa Begun
I still weep for you
When I remember how you started
To love me and woo
When I was a young teacher
You were in my class
And was talkative creature
Who brought flowers for my vase
You were the brightest among all
With a neat curly hair
Well shaped teeth like pearls
And charmingly featured and fair
As love was irrespective
We got friendly very soon
Without knowing of any detectives
We went on cooing till afternoon
For breaching of communal trust
You were severely punished
By confining like a beast in the zoo
Your future was perished
You know that your best friend
Who really betrayed you
The only alternative now is to end
Our long cherished affair with woe
Sincerely, I feel sorry for you
As I am without mental rest
Darling Isa, I bid you adieu
Wishing you all the best
Davidson Goonetilleke
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