"Remember those walls I built baby they are tumbling down, they
didn't even put up a fight, didn't even make a sound" I lost myself in a
familiar song as thoughts of you raced in my mind.
 I love you it is a fact, and yes I believe you when you say you love
me too. We have been through so much and we made it through all these
years for the surprise of so many people including ourselves. What we
share is something special and I know that, you know it too. But it
breaks my heart every time you look at me or hold my hand as though all
these aren't really mine. Yes! You are not mine. It's been long enough
for you to realize where we stand. My heart bleeds every time you tell
me not to talk about it.
"Nonsense" you call it. Why can't you just be happy for what you have
right now, you ask me.
Did I disappoint you or let you down in any way? What wrong did I do,
that you won't let me break through the walls you build around you? I
keep standing outside them hoping for them to open up at time for me. I
waited and waited. Then I started knocking so hard. Let me be as it's
getting dark. I am so cold and frightened to be alone in the dark. Each
moment we spend together my heart in a single prayer said.
Please let me in, my heart begged in silence. Please give me the
warmth I need that is all I ask.If there is no space in your heart it's
alright my darling just let me know I'll make up my mind. But waiting
and anticipating is tearing me apart. I have forgotten who I am.
I lost myself somewhere along the way. If I don't start now I may
never find my self again. I don't know your friends or your family. Tell
me why my darling all the secrecy.
I know you're still young, so much yet to do in life. But all I ask
is for just a sign. I know you want me but I must know whether you need
me. Over the edge and am loosing my grip, only you can save me. My
angel, this love is tainted and it's slowly killing me...
Harshani Nandarathna
Love Lines
 Dear MADCAP,
I won't tell you that he is bad,
No one is perfect, but this is sad.
Won't try to preach and make you understand,
One simple advice, hope you won't get mad.
If you won't really share,
How much the other person care,
There's nothing that can bind the pair,
Stronger more than a strand of hair.
Ravindi Silva. |
