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I still love you ‘Kane’...

This story begins on November 23, 2009. I got to know him through FB and later we became good friends through phone calls. It didn’t take long to turn our friendship to love. Even though we haven’t met each other, we exchanged our photos. Day by day he got closer to me showing immense love and if there were no calls from him, I lived in a hell. His parents knew about me and my mother also knew about him.

But unfortunately, on May 16, his Mom told me that he doesn’t want to talk to me any more and his heart is broken. Even though we had small problems between us, they weren’t serious. I tried to contact him, but he kept on disconnecting my calls and switching off his phone. And finally, he was gone away from my life, forever. Even without telling me what wrong I had done to leave me alone in this world.

Later I found that he loves someone else and is waiting for her for just 10 years. My little world, which I built with him shattered down and now my life is totally desolated. My destiny was so rude to take away kane from me.

As he was my first and also the final, I can’t forget him. His love went through my blood and I lived and breathed with it. I can’t simply express how much I loved and still love him. I may be wrong because I loved you being so ugly myself. But I do have a heart and sometimes I loved you more than I.

I know you’ll never come back to me. But I wish you happiness till I die and I love you till my last breath. You asked me not to forget you, and it won’t happen till my death. But Kane... will you please tell me what wrong I did for you to leave me this way? Why did you show me your love when you love someone else.

- Princess who still loves you

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