To my dearest brother, Mininil

Though words are endless
I was speechless
for the past ten years
to gather them up...
It is still unbelievable
what has happened to us...
...and the way
you left us....
Tears are falling
when I think of it
Life is so cruel...
never gave a chance
to say good-bye...
No point saying that
“the pain is so unbearable”
nothing will be healing
my soul and my heart
I miss you so much
as I have much to say
I wish you are here to
share the joy and the sadness
Joy and sadness
I feel together
when I see the
grown shadow of you...
Though the decisions are not ours
I wish you left the little one too...
It would have helped
to console our broken hearts....
Wishes are many
though they don't come true...
nothing that I can do
other than send my love to you...

Your sister,

- Hemalee.