Losing power hits 'like a fist', says Julia Gillard
14 September AFP
Losing power was like being "hit by a fist", Australia's first female
prime minister Julia Gillard said Saturday, recounting the pain of being
dumped by her party.
Gillard made history in 2010 when she became the first woman to lead
the country after ousting Kevin Rudd in a Labor party room coup, a move
that shocked the nation, which had voted Rudd into power just three
years before.
But in June Gillard received the same treatment herself, with her
parliamentary Labor colleagues returning the leadership to Rudd after
she failed to turn around dismal opinion poll ratings.
"Losing power is felt physically, emotionally, in waves of sensation,
in moments of acute distress," Gillard wrote in a piece published online
in The Guardian on Saturday.
"I know now that there are the odd moments of relief as the stress
ekes away and the hard weight that felt like it was sitting
uncomfortably between your shoulder blades slips off.
"I know too that you can feel you are fine but then suddenly
someone's words of comfort, or finding a memento at the back of the
cupboard as you pack up, or even cracking jokes about old times, can
bring forth a pain that hits you like a fist, pain so strong you feel it
in your guts, your nerve endings." Rudd ultimately lost the September 7
election to conservative leader Tony Abbott and has stepped down from
the Labor leadership, which is now a contest between two of his former
ministers, Anthony Albanese and Bill Shorten.
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