Cry me a river...
"It is some relief to weep; grief is satisfied and carried off by
tears." - Publius Ovidius Naso, known as Ovid in the English-speaking
world, a Roman poet best known for the Metamorphoses, a 15-book
continuous mythological narrative written in the meter of epic
Sorrows may humanise the human race; and tears might be the showers
that fertilise the world; but tears are certainly words, the heart
cannot express. Tears are the silent language of grief; and when in
grief, let your tears pour, let them water your soul; but waste not
fresh tears over old grief nor cry over spilled milk, for however much
you may cry, it will not rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying
our hard hearts.
Instead, heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best
relieved by the letting of a little water; for our eyes may need to be
washed by our tears, once-in-a-while, so that we can see Life with a
clearer view again. Tears may also be the safety valve of the heart when
too much pressure is, laid upon it; but in truth, a tear dries quickly
when it is shed for the troubles of others. Yet, more often than not,
for many a man - the creature who refuses to be what he is capable of,
and instead turns into a creature of greed - the show of sorrow is
nothing but delight in disguise that results in the show of, or cause
for, cry me a river.
Possibility
When someone approaches you with a story that exceeds the usual
bounds of possibility and is extravagant or immoderate, or is a sob
story to obtain your sympathy, cry me a river is what we normally say in
response. In fact, the fuller version of it would go as follows: Cry me
a river, build a bridge, and do us all a favour: just jump off it and
drown if possible.
It tells the moaning person to shut up and that you do not care. It
is an expression which also mean, I have been through worse, you are
being a drama queen, so stop complaining or sniveling.
Drama queen is an expression said of a person given to, often
excessively emotional performances, or reactions; and to people who acts
as though things are much worse than they really are. Cry me a river, is
also used when someone weeps or demonstrates grief profusely or
excessively in the presence of others - especially when everyone knows
that it is not an honest expression of grief. An example of this would
be if Brutus in William Shakespeare's Julius Caesar were to say at the
funeral oration for Caesar, "It broke my heart to lose you, Caesar; but
you did not go alone.
A part of me went with you the day fate took you away from me. If
tears could build a stairway, and heartaches make a lane, I would walk
our way to heaven, and bring you back again. In life, everyone loved you
dearly; in death, they love you still; and in our hearts, you hold a
place no one could ever fill."
The irony of it is Caesar looked upon Brutus as a son: Et tu, Brute;
meaning 'You too Brutus' were Julius Caesar's last words when stabbed by
Brutus, one he considered his best friend; and that stab by Brutus was
the most unkindest cut of all which, in all probability, dispossessed
Caesar of his life through shock and disgust.
How many Brutus' have we experienced in life? History is replete with
instances of brothers and sisters becoming Brutus', and sons and
saviours' turning out to be Brutus'.
When a friend transforms into a Brutus is when friendship turns far
more tragic than love. The ingratitude of men may make them say that
gratitude is a sickness suffered by dogs; but the truth is; ingratitude,
which is sharper than a serpent's tooth, is a horrible disease that
belongs to the callous rocks, and not to feeling humans.
A grateful dog is a being much more developed than, ungrateful
humans; because the selfishness in men permits not the realisation that
ingratitude is poison to the heart; the dog is wiser. After all, our
conscience is the measure of the honesty of our selfishness. Man has not
learned to listen to it carefully.
If he did, he would realise that selfishness is, not living as one
wishes to live; it is asking others to live as one wishes, by imposing
our beliefs and expectations on others.
Here is what Oscar Wilde says on the subject in The Soul of Man and
Prison Writings: Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is
asking others to live as one wishes to live.
And unselfishness is letting other people's lives alone, not
interfering with them. Selfishness always aims at creating around it an
absolute uniformity of type. Unselfishness recognises infinite variety
of type as a delightful thing, accepts it, acquiesces in it; enjoys it.
It is not selfish to think for oneself.
Neighbour
A man who does not think for himself does not think at all. It is
grossly selfish to require of one's neighbour that he should think in
the same way, and hold the same opinions.
Why should he? If he can think, he will probably think differently.
If he cannot think, it is monstrous to require, thought of any kind from
him. A red rose is not selfish because it wants to be a red rose. It
would be horribly selfish if it wanted all the other flowers in the
garden to be both red and roses.
What makes ingratitude innate to humans? The best and most beautiful
things in the world are, not seen nor touched. They must be, felt with
the heart. Yet, one of the saddest things about people is that their
most important thoughts and feelings often go unspoken and barely
understood; yet ingratitude shows.
Man reasons and becomes introspective when he suffers. He is anxious
to know the cause of his sufferings, to learn how it came about, and
whether it is just or unjust that he should so suffer. Yet, he takes his
acts of ingratitude as it comes and does not analyze it.
It seems as if, to be ungrateful were his right. No wonder that
spoilt people live rotten lives; they fail to see the miracle of
raindrops because of their own tears. Ingratitude rules the lives of
such men; so much so, they are ungrateful to themselves because of their
inability to appreciate the gifts and potentials within them, and leave
them untapped to fail being human.
Desire
Such men live, dominated by desire: for when they achieve their
desire, another desire comes; and when that is accomplished, another and
another and another arrive in a show of ingratitude.
The irony of it is that these are the very men who will complain
about ingratitude when others rise above them: for them, ingratitude is
the essence of vileness; and such men are treason to mankind.
Earth produces nothing worse than an ungrateful man who denies a
receipt of kindness bestowed upon him; conceals it and makes no return
for it; and most ungratefully, forgets it.
We love a nothing by loving such a man - an ingrate. For such men,
let us together, cry me a river; or else, the ingrates will pretend and
proceed to cry me a river so large that they would build an agricultural
town around it; use it to irrigate crops, solve the world hunger
problem; and win the noble peace prize. Such is the irony of life.
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